February Reads: Somehow I Read Books Between Life’s Chaos

“The lake is darker than a coffin with the lid shut.” โ€” Riley Sager


February was one of those months where my to-do list had a to-do list. Every day felt like a speedrun of responsibilities, errands, and “I’ll just do this one quick thing” moments that were, in fact never quick. But in the middle of all the chaosโ€”between late nights, early mornings, and questioning my life choicesโ€”I managed to sneak in some reading time. Honestly, it felt less like a relaxing hobby and more like a covert operation. But hey, pages were turned, books were finished, and I’m counting that as a major win!

First, Razorblade Tears by S.A. Cosby was absolutely amazing. The writing was gritty,
emotional, and powerful, with complex characters and a story that balances action with
deep themes of grief, redemption, and family. โญโญโญโญโญ

Pen Pal by J.T. Geissinger was a solid four-star read for me. It had an engaging
premise, strong chemistry between the characters, and enough emotional depth to keep
me invested from beginning to end. (Still thinking about that awesome twist towards the
end of the story). โญโญโญโญ

The Partner Plot by Kristina Forest was also a four-star read. It was charming,
heartfelt, and full of great banter, with a romance that felt both fun and authentic.
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I also read Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil by V.E. Schwab, which ended up
being a three-star read for me. While I appreciated Schwabโ€™s atmospheric writing style
and the story’s dark, immersive tone, it moved a bit more slowly than expected. Even
so, the unique concept and mood made it an interesting reading experience overall.
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At the end of the day, reading isnโ€™t a race. Sometimes the most important thing is simply
taking care of yourself โ€” but Iโ€™m definitely excited to see how many books I can get
through in March.

How many books did you read last month, and was there one that you absolutely loved
or would recommend to others?

Books I Read In October

“You didn’t let me keep my name, so I will strip you of yours. In this world, you are what I say you are, and I say you are a ghost, a long night’s fever dream that I have finally woken up from. . . . I say you do not have a name.” – Constanta

I have mentioned before that I usually avoid reading anything scary, but I took the plunge last month and decided to read some spooky books. Now before you congratulate me on my bravado, I have to be honest here. Although I stepped out of my comfort zone, I didnโ€™t read anything that would give me nightmares or give my vivid imagination ideas that would scare me later. So instead, I took the classic route, focusing on some beloved, classic spooky reads only. Maybe next year, Iโ€™ll have the courage to read something that will have me in a cocoon of covers while clutching my Bible for dear life. So now, with all that out of the way, here are the books I read last month!

Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu

Rating: 4 out of 5.

It is widely known that Carmilla is the early works of vampire fiction predating Bram Stokerโ€™s Dracula. I immediately noticed a few characteristic similarities between Carmilla and Dracula. I enjoyed reading this book immensely, but shockingly, it was probably the scariest book I read in October. The book opens with Laura, who narrates her experiences with Carmillaโ€™s female vampire, later revealed to be Mircalla, Countess Karnstein. As Lauraโ€™s health declines, she slowly begins to discover disturbing facts about Carmilla and realizes she must act quickly before itโ€™s too late. This book gave me all the spooky vibes I was looking for. The chemistry between Carmilla and Laura was not only fun to read, but it was interesting to compare Carmillaโ€™s attraction to Laura to Draculaโ€™s obsession and infatuation with his partners. 

A Dowry of Blood by S.T. Gibson

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Holy macaroni, this book was fantastic! I loved everything about this book, but what stood out the most for me was the writing. I wasnโ€™t surprised when I found out that S.T. Gibson is a poet because she utilized just about every poetic element one can think of in this book. While Bram Stoker provided nameless companions for Dracula, Gibson gave them a voice. In this reimagining of Dracula’s brides, Constanta struggles to recall intimate details about her former life. However, thereโ€™s one thing she remembers with complete clarity: the night she met Him. But when Dracula draws a cunning aristocrat and a starving artist into his web of passion and deceit, Constanta realizes that her beloved is capable of terrible things. I can’t stop thinking about this book, and I highly recommend it to anyone looking for a strong female protagonist with loads of badass quotes to send to your exes! 

Hallowe’en Party by Agatha Christie

Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

My very first time reading Agatha Christie and possibly my last. Outsold only by the Bible and Shakespeare, Agatha Christie is the best-selling novelist of all time. This story begins with preparing for a Halloween party where 13-year-old Joyce Reynolds witnesses a murder. When the party ends, Joyce is found dead, having been drowned in an apple-bobbing tub. Ariadne Oliver, attending the party while visiting her friend Judith Butler, calls on Hercule Poirot to investigate the murder and Joyce’s claim. While it lacked a spooky atmosphere, overall, it was a fun read. Yet, I donโ€™t believe Iโ€™ll read anything else from this author since I found out about some books she published that wasnโ€™t too kind about minorities.  

โ€œYou must come with me, loving me, to death; or else hate me, and still come with me.โ€ – Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu

It Ends With Us by Colleen Hoover

Rating: 2.5 out of 5.

I take no pleasure in writing a bad review because I want to show my appreciation to authors whether or not the story is good. However, I also want to be honest with my experiences. Although this book isnโ€™t a spooky read, I decided to read it, given all the hype surrounding it. Unfortunately, I was disappointed again. This is the second Colleen Hoover book I read, and I wasnโ€™t impressed. I enjoyed a few things about this book, but overall, I was annoyed by the characters and the writing. 

The Ties That Tether by Jane Igharo 

Rating: 3 out of 5.

Man, this was another disappointment. Again, the synopsis of this story was fascinating, but it completely missed the mark. The storyline of a girl promising her dying father to preserve her culture and identity by marrying within her culture only to have that oath tested when she falls for a tall, handsome, but white guy captured my interest. Yet, the character was annoying, the dialogue was boring, and the writing was loaded with cliche phrases. While I may not have had an enjoyable experience with this novel, I do believe this author has the potential to produce something great. 

All in all, I am proud of myself for taking a tiny step towards facing my fears when it comes to reading spooky books. I had a fantastic time with some of my October selections, and I canโ€™t wait to share next monthโ€™s reading experience with you all. Also, be sure to check out my new YouTube channel, where I gush about my October wrap-up and other videos!

Happy Reading!